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I think every day of how different my life would be if i never dated him for three years. I was happy for a little and i can’t say i regret everything but more often than not i find my self missing him more than he deserves. It is not that i miss him, its that i miss having the relationship, the second family, and i miss feeling needed by someone. He was a big mistake, i can’t take it back but sometimes i wish i could. He had changed me a lot and had a lot of power. I wish i had been stronger than that. I WILL be stronger than that from here on out. Nothing like this will ever happen again.
Posted May 3, 2012 at 1:11am







